Monday, December 26, 2011

Holiday Cheer

Four days before Christmas Maya and I decided to have an impromptu girls night out. I told Maya about how Rachel told our Aunt about Hunter. Every time my phone rang and it was my mother I figured this was the big conversation. But my mother have yet to say anything to me and I'm not going to bring it. We decided to take the train to Hoboken, New Jersey and party. We met up with Ariel one of Maya's hairstylist from her salon.

By time we arrived to the first bar it was a quarter to mid-night. The place was packed and everyone was already drunk. Highly intoxicated girls screamed Merry Christmas to those that walked pass while equally drunk men held mistletoe up trying to get a random kiss. The atmosphere was wild and this is what we wanted. Since we were the only ones basically sober we had to catch up. We bee-lined our way to the bar and order Long Island Ice Tea drinks and tequila shots. We were taking no prisoners that night. “This is to all the women who like to fuck!” Maya shouted our first toast of the night. After we downed our shots it was party time. Ariel and Maya got into the action quick dancing and mingling. I hung back a little and watched the action. Several men came up to me but I wanted to have a date with my Long Island Ice Tea. As I rocked to the music, I realized that my drink was empty. Looking at my watch we hadn't been there no more then 20 minutes. Back to the bar I went for my second drink. After dancing a few more songs Maya and Ariel made their way back to our table with a string of men following them and a tray of tequila shots. “This is for the women who doesn't give a fuck!”

We, the entire crew that we picked up in the bar, decided to leave the bar not after taking two more shots and go the bar across the street. The great thing about Hoboken is that all their bars are all on the same street. Everything is walking distance. As we entered there was a live band playing a song that I had never heard of. But at this point no one cared, we race to the dance floor and started dancing. After more shots and more Long Island Ice Tea's it was 2am and the bar was closing. In two hours I had three Long Island Ice Tea's and 5 tequila shots. Some would say that I was drinking my problems away, I would say that I was having fun.

As we was leaving the bar Ariel was making out with guy and wanted us to come back to his apartment. Even in my drunken state I knew that wasn't the best thing to do. After Maya and I put Ariel in a taxi we started walk (barely walking) to the train station. Feeling vibration in my back pocket, I looked at my phone. “It's Hunter what she I do?” I whispered to Maya. “Why are you whispering drunk lady.” Maya replied back. Laughing I picked up the phone. “Hello.” I was trying to sound sexy and not drunk. What I accomplished was me sounding crazy. “Are you okay?” Hunter asked. “I'm good baby, how are you?” Maya started talking to some guys that was passing us. “Have you been drinking?” When Hunter and I was in Vegas I did some drinking. He became very protective because I can get very flirtatious when I drink. “Just a little bit. Maya and I are in Hoboken. We're getting ready to get a train to go back into the city.” Not realizing what was going on Maya screamed into the phone “Hey Boo.” Laughing at her silliness, “I'm coming to get you both. You shouldn't be taking the train home.” I tried to tell him that it was okay but he wouldn't take no for an answer.

Hunter arrived in Hoboken in 20 minutes. I was a bit nervous because he was going to meet Maya for the first time. What do I say? Do I introduce them like were just friends? My high level of alcohol didn't allow me to fester on the questions. When got into his car Maya, Hunter, and myself all started laughing at the awkwardness of the situation. It was a scene right out of a romantic comedy. Maya and Hunter chatted like they were old friends. No one brought up how Hunter and I knew each other. At Maya's apartment Hunter walked her upstairs to make sure she got in safe. I started to give him directions to my place then stopped. He can't know where I live. This was apart of our arrangement. When I told him about my separation I also told him that I moved into a “new” apartment. I asked Hunter to let me take a taxi home but he wouldn't hear it. When we arrived at my place, he started looking at my pictures of my friends and family and I stood in the middle of my living room waiting for him to leave but he didn't.

Realizing that he wasn't leaving I got into the shower to wash the drunk-ness off. Once I got out the shower Hunter was laying in my bed looking yummy. To drunk to have sex I got into bed and fell asleep in his arms. 

The next morning I woke up with Hunter Smith in my bed.

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Happy Holiday's

Happy Holiday's Lovers,


I hope that everyone is spending time with their loved ones and making special memories.  I will update the blog on December 26, 2011. Enjoy this special time.

XOXO,
Victoria

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

A broken bond

Previously on Thoughts of a Mistress:

My mother is constantly worrying about me. She has no idea that a man name Hunter is in my life. (Unanswered Questions)

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The knock at my door startled me. I was sitting with my friend, Adrienne Carter and going over her new bottle designs for the launch of her hair care product. When I opened the door my cousin Rachel was standing there with an guilty look on her face. “Can I come in?” Her voice was shaking. She neither called or text that she wanted to come by. Watching Rachel my intuition told me something was wrong. Very wrong. Her usual calm and confident exterior was gone. Today she looked like a teenager who was caught cheating on their math test.

Friday, December 16, 2011

End Results

Previously on Thoughts of a Mistress

I felt completely guilty about having an affair with a married man. Plus I thought I was pregnant. (Guilty)

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I made an appointment with my doctor cause I need to know some important information. I'm sleeping with two different guy. I'm not going to try and sugar coat that. One whom I've known for a couple of months and the other one I've know for years, but never in a sexual way.

I realized that I started my relationship off with Tim by lying and cheating on him with Hunter. Or was I cheating on Hunter with Tim? Hmmmm.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Total Satisfaction

Prevously on Thoughts of a Mistress

I connected with a man from my past. (Best of both worlds)

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As I slowly rocked back and forth on top of Tim I watched his facial expressions. His eyes was closed tight and his mouth was shaped in an o. We had been hanging out at his place all evening. I was nobody's fool the atmosphere was set for fucking.

Monday, December 12, 2011

Damned if I do... Damned if I don't

Previously on Thoughts of a Mistress:

My cousin told me that I should access my inner allure. I had no idea what she was talking about (Inner Allure)

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“What if he's lying? What if he's trying to get a reaction out of me?” I asked Rachel. She was hiding behind several name brand shoe boxes, pink and silver shoe Christmas tree ornaments, and glitter. We were the only two people left in her store. The employees had left early to do their own Christmas shopping. I was helping her with her holiday inventory and decorate the store. “You've been on your computer all day. You need to be around people. You need to exercise your social skills” Rachel told me earlier in the day. For the last couple of hours I wasn't exercise my social skills but my ass and thighs was getting one hell of a workout.

Saturday, December 10, 2011

To break up or not to break up? That is the question

Previously on Thoughts of a Mistress

Hunter sent me a thoughtful letter (A letter to Victoria)

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Hearing the ringing of my phone woke me from my sleep. 2:03am. That's what my clock on my nightstand read. I had only been asleep for two hours. Tim and I went to a children benefit concert in Central Park. It was a fantastic night. We danced and laughed with our mutual friends and strangers. Throughout the night I would remind myself how great it was not to have to hide behind close doors. It felt good,less stress, not having to hide. The night was started perfect and ended perfect .

Grabbing my phone, extremely annoyed, I read the text message.

Hunter: I've totally fallen for you.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

High Glitz Lounge (Beauty's Ink) -- revision

Previously on Thoughts of a Mistress

I decided on what business I wanted to start. (Viva Las Vegas). Hell I knew in this new phrase that I would learn new things about myself, but I didn't know how much (Genesis)

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Standing in front of my mirror in my attorney's bathroom I looked at myself in the eyes. The woman that was staring back at me was one that I didn't recognized but I liked the way she looked, walked, talked, and presented herself. I was falling in love with this woman. She was different from the magazine advertising agent. She had a permanent smile on her face, her eyes was sparkled, her skinned glowed and she had more swag in her step. The extra pounds that hung around my mid section was slimmer, my round face still held its structure but my neck and shoulders are trim. Before my Vegas trip I decided to remove my extensions and wear my hair in a crop sexy bob.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Private Reality

Previously on Thoughts of a Mistress:

I met this wonderful married man Hunter Smith on Ashley Madison website. We began a sexy affair. Only my cousin (Rachel) and friend (Maya) knows about Hunter. Hunter decided to take me to Vegas because of my separation from my (fake)husband and getting fired from my (real)job.

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“You've joking right!” Rachel screamed with laughter, she could barely hold in her drink. “You're on birth control! How could you not know.” Maya was sitting on the other side of Rachel eyes wide and shaking her head. We were drinking inside the seductive Madame X bar on Houston street.
I didn't realize that getting my monthly cycle would be the major point during and after my Vegas trip.