Genesis

Mistress Notes:  I guess you can say that I'm not the type of woman to have an affair with a married man. I'm the goody goody two shoes type of girl. Always doing what's right. Trying to be the picture of perfection. But the true is I've always been the side chick in most of my male relationships. This is the first time that I've dealt with a married man but in my last relationship I didn't know that he was married until I befriended him on Facebook with an alias woman and he told my alias that he had both a girlfriend and a wife. Or the love of my life, he always let me know that I was good for him just not good enough. He was always searching for the next best thing and that wasn't me.

Funny thing is I'm okay with this position. As long as I'm treated with respect I'm okay. Do I expect to get married? Sure one day, but not to the man of my dreams but to someone that I will lower my standards for and get married. But until that happens I figured that I needed to learn how to make being second work for me. Target is in second position to Walmart and we all shop at Target over Walmart. That's how I found myself on Ashley Madison website. You know the website whose motto is “Life is short. Have an affair”. That's what I was looking for an affair with a married man. A man that I could use for sex, not get emotionally connected to and have fun. Truthfully, I was looking for several married men. Why not? There's more married men then single men, right?

As I was browsing through the profiles some of the men was attractive and pleasing to my eyes but I wanted someone that was cute but not drop dead gorgeous. That's when I came across H's profile. It was a picture of his flat stomach and nothing else. He wrote on his profile that he wanted to have a discreet romance with a woman that was mature. I simply wrote him and gave him my direct email address and told him that I wanted to get to know him better. Little did I know that I would learn more about myself then I realized...