A letter to Victoria

V,

I just wanted to tell you that I appreciate the passion you have for this and it certainly has me excited. It's strange and weird that this has been going kind of easy for us both. I thought that when I began looking for this, it would be a lot more drawn out and suspenseful... The suspense portion is definitely holding to form but the long drawn out portion is non existent. I am way too excited about tomorrow.

I'm just hoping we can both live up to one each other expectations... I have all these high hopes and fantasies about you. I really have a lot of high hopes about what a relationship outside of marriage would be and who that person would be. It's amazing to me that you have surpassed all of my wildest expectations so far. The only thing I can say is that I can only be downhill from here right? lol Just kidding you know I'm playing around but honestly, I want to be everything you expect. I hope I can be a little bit more than you've imagined. It excites me that you cannot wait to touch me. Honestly you and I have been all grandiose but I think when we meet we will both be a little shy. It's strange for me because I am never shy.

You asked last night on the phone do I think we will have sex or not. I think we'll have fun together if we have sex or not. We have established a comfort level which is very important and I'm feeling like I can trust you. I would not jeopardize my life (mundane as it is) for just any woman. I'd like to spend time with “wifey” material. I am not about trashy women. Instead I prefer a lady who wants to be my personal whore and no one knows but me how freaky we are together. I am the same way, I like to look good so that no one knows my nerdy ass has been licking your ass hole while you cum. This is the long way of saying yes we will sleep together Friday and countless times after Friday. I think we'll be the best of friends reminiscing about this first date a year from now.....

If we establish trust we can have all of our fantasies answered without judgment or false expectations. Just fun, laughing and passion. Funny thing is it might just make both our marriages better. Lol



See you soon,
Hunter