Previously on Thoughts of a Mistress:
My cousin told me that I should access my inner allure. I had no idea what she was talking about (Inner Allure)
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“What if he's lying? What if he's trying to get a reaction out of me?” I asked Rachel. She was hiding behind several name brand shoe boxes, pink and silver shoe Christmas tree ornaments, and glitter. We were the only two people left in her store. The employees had left early to do their own Christmas shopping. I was helping her with her holiday inventory and decorate the store. “You've been on your computer all day. You need to be around people. You need to exercise your social skills” Rachel told me earlier in the day. For the last couple of hours I wasn't exercise my social skills but my ass and thighs was getting one hell of a workout.
“Don't think to much into it. Let him say and do whatever he wants to do. You're getting to emotional. Too attached. I've told you before that you need to have a goal and a reason to continue this relationship. Yes, its fun and exciting but you wouldn't get so caught up in the little things if you had YOUR own relationship goal. I'm worried about you.”
To: Victoria Charleston
From: Hunter Smith
Subject: RE: Decision
Baby, I'm sorry. I know that was wrong of me. But you can't blame me for telling you the truth. I'm damn if I do and I'm damned if I don't. If I tell you how I fell about you I'm wrong and if I don't tell you I'm still wrong. You are important to me and I don't want to lose you. Anything that I may think that will take you away I'm going to speak on it. Sometime you may agree or you may disagree with my approach. These are one of the times when we are going to have to agree to disagree.
I do not want to break up with you. I want to be with you regardless of who you are with. My feelings for you are growing stronger everyday. Yes, in the future I will have to make a major decision about you.
You should know me well enough now to know that I wouldn't do anything intentional to hurt you.
Hunter
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